Sometimes grace comes disguised as catastrophe.
What you most fear becomes the doorway
to what you most need to discover.
Nobody chooses this curriculum.
Yet turning toward what you fear,
with attention instead of denial,
can have something shift.
Heading
Not that devastation is good,
but it can teach what nothing else can.
It teaches that life is now, not later.
That love matters more than accomplishment.
That presence is possible
even in the most extreme circumstances.
People who've faced life-threatening illness
often report a paradox:
They wouldn't wish it on anyone,
yet it changed them profoundly.
The event isn't the teacher.
Your response to it is.
Feel the chair or floor supporting your body right now.
Something solid beneath you.
Something that doesn't ask anything of you.
Let yourself receive that support.
If difficulty is present, notice where it lives in your body.
Keep most of your awareness on the ground beneath you.
Both are here. What's difficult, and what holds you.
What becomes visible that was hidden before?
Not an answer to figure out.
A question to carry.
As the Metatron gently guides your breath.
https://audio.awakeningheart.io/scene-background-1.mp3
Surrender
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